LoVe Is iN tHe AiR

2005-06-05T12:16:00.000-07:00

Itz already sunday so fast....saturdays sumhw seem to pass so fast...hehehe...tis week has been pretty fun...on friday went wild wild wet wid sis n her frenz...had lotsa fun there...the rides r wayyyyy much better than those in escape theme park...esp the ride called the 'slide up'...phew...scary!!was feeling exhausted frm head to toe on
my way bk hm...tt i fell asleep on the bus itself...ttz kinda puzzling coz
usually no matter hw tired i m, i can't get myself to sleep in on a mrt or
bus...hmmm....went for cuz engagement yest...it was the worst engagement i have
been to so far....they tried to fit over a hundred ppl into a 4 room flat...arghhhh...it was a total stampede...ppl juz kept cuming n cuming....n we were getting more n more squeezed...till we couldn't take it anymore....we left the house n went to stand outside instead...n then the time for the dinner cums...it was held at the void deck...the songs they were playing were such a bore...to my astonishment,i din fall asleep...but luckily the food made up for the poor entertainment n hosting...hehehehehe....n then i went to met my fren,AJ...arghhh....waited for him for abt 45 mins...but i guess i din really mind...hehehe...we kinda hung ard yishun...n he walked me bk to khatib.....phew...feeling pretty tired today...tink i m gona slack at hm the whole day....hope there are 'watchable' stuff on tv....

2005-05-27T00:59:00.000-07:00

wow...alot of things has been happening these past few days...gt accepted into NUS science...phew...happy abt it....can't wait for sch to open...hehe...:)..n yeah went clubbin at last!!!

after like 2 to 3 months...it was great....me n leena went cheekys last sat...met all sorts of guyz!!weirdos man!!hehehe...had lotsa fun dancing...saw selva there...eeeeks.....nvr liked him n even after seeing him...i still dislike him man!!he called me unfrenly loh..watever...dun give a shit abt wat he tinks abt him...juz hope dun see him in NUS..sighs...after all the dancing n fun...we took a nightrider bk to my place...we reached hme only like abt 5am...wow..n we din get to sleep till like 6 plus...hehehe...we were in no mood to sleep although physically we were dead beat...hehehe...

Well yest i juz gt this sms frm leena...found it lame at first but it turned out to be pretty fun actually..hehe..itz the dumb forwarded msg abt askin ppl to describe u in a word...well these r the answers I got...wat an eye opener man...hehehe...

My dumb bro: STUBBORN(yeah i gotta agree I m...esp to him!)

My sis:WILLFUL(nt sure abt tt!)

Denesh(cuz):SISTER(funny fellow la he)

Malini(cuz):INTELLIGENT(ahem ahem!)

Nordiyana:CRAZEEEEEE(hahaha!!)

Nantha:NAUGHTY

Venges:MESMERISING(mY FOOT!)

AJ:ENCHANTING(mY foot again!!)

Anand:SOFT-HEARTED

Sanjeev:HONEST

what an eye opener man it was for me....the tings ppl tink of me...hahahaha...

well therez smthg bugging me n i tot i should juz blog abt it...i tink i juz lost a fren...n sadly i tink itz all my fault..sometimes i juz dunno hw to tok to ppl...when they sad...i dunno hw to console them to make them feel better...haizz...the worst part is tt i din realize tt his mindset was all diff...i tot i was doing smthg to help him feel better...but turns out..i was actually making him feel worse...n of coz...i became the self centered one..who doesn't care abt others...wow..tt woke me up man...coz he was someone i really cared for alot...unfortunately i can't possibly prove to him tt i actually cared for him...coz i guess he juz has to realize it by himself...i can't believe he doesn't...tot it was obvious n all...felt really hurt..he made me feel so insignificant...so unimportant...while toking yest...i dun tink therez anything else i can do or say anymore...all i have to say is a big sori if i was being a total jerk yest to him...coz i only wanted to do good...nt to brag abt myself...i aint heartless...n i too do care abt the ppl around me...itz juz tt they dun tink so..or they juz dun realize it..coz to me small things matter alot..i have no words to explain the plight i m in...coz i tot we could be frenz for a long time...i mean we were getting along well...i guess itz my fault again..really really sori for expecting so much frm him...n for nt being understanding as he had put it..regrets..

2005-05-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

Today was such a bore man....all i did was stay at home n rotttttttttt...hehe..but m so worried for trinity...over the past few days she has been itching her right eye...n we actually realized tt it was nt only an itch but was an ulcer after reading the book...arghhh...so we brought her to the vet yesterday...thank god the doc said her condition was nt really bad...but we gotta apply her eye lotion n eye drops several times a day...n ttz the hardest part of all!she struggles like hell...arrgh...moreover she got this cone thingy ard her neck which makes it all the more difficult to put her eye drops...but at least it helps prevent herself frm scratching her eye n making ir worse...well saturday got to bring her back for a follow up...if it hasn't seem to have gotten better...i guess itz surgery...sobz..crossing my fingers...

Well for sum good news...Suresh got B for his maths exam!!wahahaha...I was soooo happy to hear tt frm him..actually the word isn't happy ...itz ecstatic!!all his hard work paid off...CONGRATS!!KEEP IT UP!*round of applause*hehehe....so next exam hope he gets an A...yippee...:)

2005-05-10T03:48:00.000-07:00

Just some updates...

It has been said by NUS that not all their posting is out and that they are still in the midst of processing....so those who checked the online application status thingy...n if it still says APPLICATION PROCESSING..dun get irritated...hehe coz they are still processing ur application...n it has also been said that the posting will not end till end of may..n especially for those who had interviews...dun fret...coz most likely we will receive our posting in the last wk of may or first wk of june coz the interviews juz ended last sat....kinda screwed up i tink...coz they expect us to then accept or decline the offers by 6 june...arggghhh....n ya...to those who applied for the faculty of science like me....itz been said at the science openhouse that the average cut off for the faculty is straight Bs...n i m sure they dun care abt wht grade u got for GP..so i m crossing my fingers...juz hope to get my ass into the faculty...if nt most likely I m gona get FASS...*dilemma*...shld i take science or psychology?NUS or NTU?scratch scratch.....

Wow...today I was real glad when jayanthi told me she got FASS in NUS....so happy for u babe!!All those fretting n worrying were of no use...u got in gal...hehe....CONGRATS!n ya CONGRATS to all those out there who gt ur desired course in ur desired uni...

Hmmmmm...I have been thinking...n I realized itz time for me to go on a holiday sum time soon[since I gt so much of time]...juz a simple holi wld be juz perfect...maybe a trip to the seaside or a backpacking trip...or the best...a trip juz meant for shopping n relaxing!wow...tt wld be cool...Hafiz told me abt this flight to Langkawi which costs $168 bucks wid accommodation....ttz quite a gd catch i tink...hmmmm i wana go Langkawi!The last time i went there was when i was in pri sch...n i still remember clearly tt the trip turned out to be a disaster for me...coz I was nt feeling well during the trip on the coach...n I had actually vomited in the bus itself....sheessshhh.....bad bad memories man...ttz all i actually remember abt Langkawi...hehe...so itz time for me to go experience the real thing...hehe..hmmm....seriously considering tis whole thing...most prob i wana go in early june...shall ask mi frenz abt it....:)

2005-05-08T23:22:00.000-07:00

THINGS I WANA OWN SOON..

A pair of high heels....but one wid the covered front but open end...dunno whtz it called!
A new spaghetti top to be worn wid jeans....n i want it to be satin!
Lots of make up frm red earth n The Body Shop...haiz...wanted to upload the pics but smthg wrong leh...amy (aka my blogging guru) u gotta teach me hw!
N lotsa accessories...especially necklaces!

Itz such a bore staying at home....arghhh...therez only so much stuff u can do...I wana start work again! Can't wait for leena to end her contract on May 19...n both of us decided we r nt gona do admin again...sheeeshh...i rather rot at hm man...juz imagine ur in front of the com frm 8 to 5....n if ur nt in front of the com...ur photosteping or filing sum shit..eeks.I had enuf of filing in sch...I seriously dun mind working in a factory even...hehe....or maybe even waitressing! I juz wana get bk to sching...sobz..i really wonder hw ppl can have these boring admin jobs as their lifelong jobs...eeeee....aniwae i STILL haven't got my NUS letter....wth man...well i m trying to look on the bright side..frm wht i have heard so far rite...those who had no interviews wht so ever have received the letter...those who had interviews still haven't got it....so those who din receive ur letter yet..CHEER UP!!

Hey ppl I juz started a pic gallery....but itz still quite pathetic la...haven't uploaded lotsa pics yet...hehe...soon soon!!okiez...will blog again tmr...ciao!

2005-04-28T22:43:00.000-07:00

HeLLo!!Wahhh...so long nvr blog ah....sori amy n meimei! I seriously haven had time to blog...plus too lazy la...hehehe...aniwae alot n i mean alot of stuff has been going on in my life..dunno where to start la..First Thingz first...watz happening to our gang la?I have totally lost contact wid marlinda after gettin our results...can't wait to see all u guyz again leh....so long aready..hope intan is doin alrite too...hey b4 i forget!Leena told me tt she was planning to book a chalet on the May 21st at costa sands...she n her fren frm srjc inviting all their frenz la...u guyz better come ah! I can't wait to go....hehe...but u guyz muz cum k?No need to stay over or wht la...juz cum for the barbecue...sit n slack n catch up la...we gt lotsa stuff to catch up on...hehe...we even tot of going to wild wild wet or even escape theme park....hey amy ask hafiz along also la if ya wan to!
Haiz...NUS is such a screwed up sch man...on mon they called me up to cum for an interview the following day....i was like wth...moreover when ever did the faculty of science start having interviews man...argh! The interview was a TOTAL NO-DOUBT DISASTER...hehe yeah..there were two guyz la...one old guy n the other pretty young ..

Old guy: What r the courses you chose for NTU?

Me:yes..psycholgy..n have been offered a place there..

Old guy:So why do you want to take up pharmacy?

Me: I like the job scope...it allows me to interact wid ppl and allows me to develop my interest in science too...

Young guy: Actually...being a pharmacist u dun get to interact wid ppl at all...there r two types of pharmacists..one who prescribes drugs over the counter n the other who gets STUCK in a lab doing research on new drugs...in either field u dun get to interact wid ppl much...itz only gona be a min or two when u tok to customers over the counter?

Me: I see I see...(was pretty speechless aready la)

Old guy:When I entered NUS i chose pharmacy too...but after a yr i opted out of it coz it din nt suit my personality at all..at least i had the option of opting out of the course...u dun have it nw...u have to be STUCK wid it for the 4 yrs..

Young guy: My fren who was a pharmacist is nw a writer coz she hated her job...

Me: ah huh...

Young guy: So how hard did you study to get these grades??

Me: I studied real hard the whole yr..tried my best n m pretty happy wid my results..(feeling pissed by his dumb qn.

Young guy: NONO..I m saying ur grades aren't gd...itz real gd ...actually better than mine!(n goes on laughing while I give him a stern look)

N the dumb interview goes on wid them degrading pharmacy...like they dun wan me to get in....n they even started promoting mathematics to me....argh!!BAD BAD experience...I guess I will be offered mathematics la...haiz...forget abt pharmacy!

Aniwae...like I mentioned...alot of stuff has been happening in my life...I have recently come to noe this real great guy...his name is Suresh...Hez sucha cool guy...someone of my frequency actually!hehehe...I can go on n on wid him for hours on the phone...dun seem to get bored or even sleepy while toking to him..hez real fun to tok to coz hez such a humorous guy...But me being the suaku I m dun get his jokes at times...arghhh..abit too profound for me la....haha...the best part is tis...our frenship actually gt stronger thru maths...wahaha...i guess i din leave him alone too wid me n my craze over maths..He was having his exams n me being the gd samaritan i m...hehe...helped him out abit..here n there when he had doubts...He claims to be weak in maths but I actually think otherwise...can't wait to see him soon..

Hey guyz...try out this quiz...itz pretty cute...You get to find out how cool you are...dun mind the vulgarities used..

http://quizilla.com/users/brokenxlnside/quizzes/How%20Cool%20Are%20You%3F

Well I found out smthg unbelievable...actually quite believable la..I m sooo uncool...hehehe....tis is wat i gt...

You Suck Ass, You Big Lamer.

2005-02-08T13:02:00.000-08:00

Yippeeee!No work today....gona be slacking till friday...n then the mundane life starts again....can't wait for the end of the month to get the big bucks...hahaha...so many things i plan to do wid the money...like shopping shopping n more shopping!!Things i wana get....a few pairs of shoes...one is a high heel wid the covered front...looks so chiq man!wana get a pair of adidas shoes also....wana buy many tops n skirts....tt day i went orchard...saw so many diff kins of the top i wanted...u noe the long flimsy kind u can wear wid jeans....yeah!wana go salon to highlight my hair...n make it wavy...wana buy accessories too...tons of earrings!!okie okie gettin impatient aready...still got a whole month more man....haizzz....well tmr most pobably going picnic wid ma family to pasir ris...if nt guess where we plan to go....hahaha...go to asoka as a family...wahahahaha.....dancing runs in the blood i guess...even my dad loves to dance...so c hw lah...on thurs meeting my gang...yipppeeee...n fri back to work!aiyaiyai....well for today think i wana orchard later on......juz walk ard i guess....boring lah at hm...juz gona be a couch potato at hm....okiez....ciao!!

2005-02-06T04:12:00.000-08:00

Hello ppl!!!!I m Baqqqqqqqqq....hahaha....itz been centuries since i blogged man....was totally shaking legs today...so tot of blogging.Alot of stuff has been happening in my life....most recently i got my very first job!!yahooooooooo....the pay also very good man..6.5 per hr...n guess whatz my job??itz smthg like a call operator....gotta make calls to hot shots of different companies n invite them down for seminars...ttz the tough part lah...they r all so rude man...but wth!!The money is GOOD!hahahaha....the hours r kinda long...working full time nw...haizz...nw i wanna go back to sch!!!miss the studying n playing afool wid my frenz...working life is boring wid the capital B...really...suffering frm nostalgia...aniwae...abt my dogs...they r still nt getting along!lost hope that they ever will...hahaha...wat to do...
Mi very excited..thurs meeting my GANG!!yahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!MISS THEM ALOT!!haven't seen intan,meimei,marlinda for sooooooooooo long...leena n amy gt see a few times only...can't wait to see them!!nxt wk is cny...gt tons of things i wana do...dun think the whole week is even enuf~!hahaha....going picnic wid jayanthi,marlinda n nor on sun...can't wait for tt too!!haven't seen them for centuries...wana spend quality time wid my family too....they oso wana go picnic....wah lau!!gona get FAT by the end of the wk...hahaha....okiez....gotta go exercise nw....adious!!!

I am soooooooooo happy!!!!!

2004-12-06T15:58:00.000-08:00

oooooooooo wheeeeeee.....i got tons ofnstuff to blog abt...First...let me do a reflection..

Times in sec sch:
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In sec sch, my frenship wid a guy named Kamarudeen started out on the wrong foot in sec 1..my fren had actually liked him n when he had cum to noe abt it..he wasn't happy..then evthg started gettin bad..his parents came down to sch n told the teacher n all...n my fren of coz got scoldings n all..well u maybe tinking he is a pretty crybaby n all..but listen to how he got to noe abt my fren liking him..my class had to put up tis play n my fren was the teacher in the play n we were all students..so we decided to play a trick on her n call her in the play'Mrs Kamarudeen' when we had to perform..thus it was totally embarassing for kamarudeen coz he was the only one with tis name in the sch..so tt's y he got angry n all..at tt age i also tot he was pretty patty n thus kinda hated him for gettin my fren into trouble over a joke we played on her..so i din like him frm sec 1 all the way till we left sch..nvr toked to him..was rude to him all the time as far as i can rem..
But now lloking back,i feel stupid!!tt's actually an understatement..i feel like a dumbass..coz i realise tt i was the one who was patty n childish..coz i missed the opprtunity to be frenz wid a nice guy like him..how do i noe tt?well juz recently he added me in frenster..tis may not seem like a big thing but actually it is..if he was sum guy filled wid ego frm his head to his ass,he wouldn't even step down or make a move in starting a fresh new frenship thru frenster..not all guyz r like tis..believe me..i have seen the worst..n the best thing is tt his sista n my sista r classmates n gd frenz..so i juz decided to msg him n juz say hello n all..well he was so nice to msg back so soon n was pretty friendly n all...hai nw i regret lah..he is actually a nice person..i let immaturity blind me man..but at least i am happy noeing tt i have one less person to hate!hahaha...
On Sat my relatives came over..it was so fun..Francis is totally in love wid Trinity..he was playing with her the whole while..so are Kiran n John..they also wanted a shih tzu like her..well they came over for dinner..watched tv..gossiped..laughed like hell..toked abt serious stuff too..like John's plans n all..Francis decided to stay over coz he only had to report to camp in the morning on sun..so me,my mum,Francis n my bro were awake till 3am..watching tv..n toking n joking..was fun..On sun,went causeway pt wid mummy..bought tons of stuff..esp for the dogs..hahhaha..bought a whole bagful of goodies n toys for them..bought earrings n anklets for ourselves...n alot more...
Today,supposed to bring Trinity to the vet for her vaccination but dad insisted he will bring us tmr..so okie..well today me juz gonna stay at hm n relax..very happy nw coz charlie ate proper food at last..n guess whose food he ate..he refused to eat his food..i guess he's sick of it..he ate Trinity's food..at least he ate smthg..he hasn't been eating properly the past few days..Trinity is so happy wid her new toys..she's playing wid them non-stop..even now!!n oh ya..we bought for her a pair of pink clips..shih tzus have long silky hair n so does Trinity..she has long fringe..n looks so adorable wid the clips..hahaha...well wana go dance now..not tango or whatever lah..juz put sum fast song n m gona shake my booty!hahaha...adios!!

Tired..

2004-12-03T22:19:00.000-08:00

Found out some stuff i din noe b4..hmm firstly i nvr ever knew there was smthg called 'puppy biting' where a pup juz has tis strong need to chew on smthg..even ur finger or big toe..now i noe y Trinity has been biting evthg she sees like..my finger,wires,cloth n even the mop!!!gotta do smthg abt tis bad bad habit of hers..i also found out i am a clean freak like my mom!!everytime she yells at me to clean the house although it was already pretty clean to me..i will be like ' y can't she juz do smthg else other than clean n clean???????'but nw wid 2 dogs the house is juz dirtier than usual n it drives me nuts!n ya..i end sweeping n mopping n cleaning every single day..hai..
Today my sis left for India..wow..m happy for her coz itz gonna be her 1st flight in 24 years!!well me yet to get on an aeroplane..waiting for my honeymoon i guess..hahaha...m also proud of her to be able to go to such great lengths to help the less fortunate..Firstly,she wun be staying in a hotel or sum posh place..she has to camp in sum sch n has to sleep on a sleeping bag..well she doesn't mind tt but i tink i will if i were her..moreover she is going to sum village to teach the children there sum computer stuff n buy them computers..to raise money for tis she even did carwashes for the lecturers in NTU..I tink priced at 5 dollars a car..m sure the food is gonna stink..n letz nt tok abt the water supply there..itz TERRIBLE!To prevent urself frm suffering frm diarrhoea u haf to onie drink mineral water tt cums in bottles..hai..good luck sis!!
Hmm..X'mas is cuming near..but i still haven't got the X'mas spirit yet..i guess itz all due to the changes tt happened tis yr..my grandma passed away..my bro is in ns..my sis gone to India n will be back onie 3 days b4 X'mas..hai..but i m still gonna put up a X'mas tree..it juz lights up the whole house..found out sum bad stuff too..itz was so saddening n shocking to hear frm my fren jaya tt she got chicken pox right after the A's..but she's getting better nw..hope she recovers as soon as possible..she shld get to enjoy tis festive season..she can't even go for her prom which she paid 80 smackeroos for!!
My cousin,John n his wife r cuming over tmr for dinner coz they will be leaving for USA for abt a few yrs..itz been sum tim esince i had vistors ..looking forward to it..

iTZ Been unbelievably....

2004-11-30T12:01:00.000-08:00

i haven't blogged for some time...but guess what????i have got my new puppy!We named her Trinity..sweet name huh..Unfortunately charlie doesn't really seem excited to see her..as a matter of fact he doesn't get along with her..she chases him all ard the house frm room to room ..somewhat like tom and jerry..but in tis case the tom is smaller than jerry!Trinity doesn't seem to be giving up..no matter how much charlie barks or growls at her,she still goes and disturbs him..ai yo aiyo..anyway she is a 2 month old shih tzu..super small la..wow..haven't got enuf sleep with her ard..she eats alot n i mean ALOT!!n oh ya urinates alot 2!hai..but love it man..try to upload a photo of her soon..
Dogs aside,well i am trying to find a job at the moment..tinking of tutoring tis P1 kid who needs maths tuition..was introduced to me by my sis..my sis is leaving for the india expedition on fri..most prob will be going to the airport at ard 10 smthg i tink..well itz kinda sad..coz i gotta do the xmas preparations myself..she will only be back on dec 22..tt's lyk so near to xmas..oh ya went to suntec on sat..xmas decor nt so grand oh wat la..but got a total leg pain frm walking all ard suntec n thru the citylink..itz so far man..

Oops 4got to blog!

2004-11-26T13:03:00.000-08:00

Oops i 4got to blog on the most awaited day in the past 2 years!well i was juz too carried away with all the stuff that i was wanting to do..sori mei mei!anyway yesterday was great!!After the last paper,mei mei,amy,marlinda and me went to the lib to help out wid tis blog of mine which was pretty lousy b4 my 2 saviours[amy n mei mei] came to my rescue..amy helped me put in all the links n stuff n mei mei helped me wid the counter..tis clearly shows i am so computer illiterate!!hahaha..thx gals..appreciate it alot..when u gals cld have gone out to eat or shop or smthg lyk tt u gals helped me out instead..A BIG THANK YOU..well after the whole blogging ting in school..i came back home and watched tv for abt 2 or 3 hours!tt was juz so heavenly 4 a deprived person lyk me..after getting tired of changing channels n not finding a proper show to watch,i switched to playing a computer game called THE SIMS.Amy being such a sweetheart she is lent me her whole collection of the game..thank you again..the game is pretty hard to catch at first..but after you get the hang of it,you can get hooked onto it..tis game is basically abt life..the game allows the player to create his or her family and then build a house for them,make sure the r'ship between them is fine..make sure they get a job and yadayadayada...but the most interesting part of the game is tt u can pick for them a partner and make them go on dates...n yup of coz..u can make them have sex wid each other!hahaha...wat kind of game is tis u say??..ask me abt it..but can guarantee itz super fun..itz all abt life i guess..
After getting sick of playing the game for abt 2 hours,me and my sis decided to go to the lib and get sum bks..then we went causeway pt to check out the x'mas decorations and the gorgeous trees on display at the ground floor..itz really beautiful..well i m pretty sad tt we can't celebrate x'mas tis yr coz of my grandma's death and all..but i juz dun tink itz logical to not go on wid ur life coz of the demise of sumone rite?well i din say i dun miss my grandma and all but i juz feel tt we should move on!!well i am trying to change my parents' minds abt tis issue..at least we should get to put up the tree and beautify our home and have our candlelight dinner lyk always..i dun expect visitors to cum over or smthg..juz a simple celebration within the 6 of us[tt includes charlie]..
Talking abt charlie,i m nw nt really sure whether i shld get the puppy..i have nvr had a puppy n am afraid tt when i start going to sch again,there won't be anyone at hm to take care of it..a puppy demands alot of commitment and attention..n am afraid i can't give it all tt..moreover i wanna work during tis holz..hai..m confused...but i really do want it!!oh gosh!wat to do?v r gonna check out the pup tmr..letz c watz gonna happen..

WoW I GoT A bLog aT LaSt!

2004-11-22T21:19:00.000-08:00

wow!can't believe i actually have a blog already..hahaha..it is so easy to create..always tot it was sum computer freak's task to be able to create a blog..anywayz the day i have been waiting is gonna cum in juz 3 days time!time flies man..have tons of tingz planned out..n can't wait to get my new puppy on friday..itz so teeny weeny n so adorable..fell in love with it once i saw it at the pet shop..

well today was a pretty normal day..sat for the bio p3 paper..it was much better than bio p2..especially the essay part..well hope evthg turns out ok for me..well i am quite contented as i noe i tried my best..was so happy when i came back noeing tt there is juz an mcq paper between me n freedom!!!hahaha..played uno with my sis..was fun..well tt's abt it 4 today..nthg much happened..ciao!